So sorry.

“We all do things we desperately wish we could undo. Those regrets just become part of who we are, along with everything else. To spend time trying to change that, well, it's like chasing clouds.” 
― Libba Bray

First and most important, I felt ashamed for what I had done. Gue pikir ini cuma bercandaan, tapi ternyata apa yang gue lakukan lebih dari itu dan bikin kalian kecewa. Terutama lo. Gue sayang banget sama kalian. Sahabat-sahabat gue yang gila. Siapapun kalian yang merasa kecewa karena kejadian kemarin, gue benar-benar tulus minta maaf dari hati gue yang terdalam.

All alone in an empty room

nothing left but the memories of when I had my best frIend

I don't know how we ended up here

I don't know but it's never been so clear

We made a mistake, dear.

And I see the broken glass in front of me

I see your shadow hangIng over me

and your face, I can see...

Through the trees

I wIll find you;

I wIll heal the ruins left inside you

cuz I'm stIll here breathing now...

I'm still here breathing now...

I'm still here breathIng now...

untIl I'm set free.

Go quiet through the trees

I remember how we used to talk

about the places we would go when we were off

and all that we were gonna find.

And I remember our seeds grow

and how you cried when you saw

the first leaves show.

The love was pouring from your eyes.

Through the trees- Low Shoulder.